Tuesday, May 17, 2011



I am still working on my appeal to my insurance company. It takes a while to  research the drugs. I'm searching for the letter of approval for Provigil years back but I don't know if I'll luck out on that. Yesterday, I received my prescription for Adderall. Funny thing is he made the prescription for only a month.

Concerning my weight loss and illness in the last couple of weeks, I am feeling better. I am very impatient with myself healing. I think the Periactin is making me a little sleepy but my tummy is better. Eating like a little pig. I am continuing my ENSURE. It is not bad like I remembered it when I gave it to my patients when I worked a Nursing home 20+ years ago. Maybe the chocolate does the trick? I almost think its addictive because certain parts of the day its like I need it. It is loaded with vitamins. I found a 16ct for 17.79 at Wallyworld online. Cheapest I've seen thus far!


My mom just called me. She is a devout Catholic and I was raised as such. However, in the past few years I have not  been as active due to my disagreements with their "laws". I do pray every night and read my bible. Anyway, she asked me if I was interested in going to an Anointing for the Sick tomorrow. She informed me its a 1-1/2 hour ceremony. I have nothing else to do and I figured it would a) Give my mom some kind of relief and make her happy b) It couldn't hurt and c) A brief unrealistic thought of hey, maybe a miracle could happen and I could be healed of all my medical woes. HA!


I have seen MyBabyGirl more in the past couple of weeks than I have in 6 months. She has finished her first year of college maintaining a very good GPA 3.6 or something close to that. She is just awesome and I am so proud of her. Since the semester ended she has been sorta lost. She does not know how to relax. I am so proud of her and I love her more than she will ever know.


I haven't posted any of my dreams lately. I've started some so I could remember, hopefully. I have about 3 in draft. Maybe I'll get to it one day. Last night I had a dream that My BABYGIRL and I went see Andrew and his mother Brit was there along with two young ladies I don't know. Anyway I was holding Andrew and Brit told me they were selling Girl Scout Cookies and they only had 10 bags left and the price would be 19.95. So I dug in my pocket and handed Brit $20. She argued with me that I didn't have to. But I told her MyLove loved cookies for a small desert after every meal. Here's a picture of our little man.

Is he cool or what? LOL

If you are following my blog, you will know I signed up to be a BIG for a child in the Big Brother/Big Sisters a few months ago. Well I know they are looking at my references on my application. MyLove got his and my BFF said that she received a phone call, called back but they haven't connected as of yet. I can't remember who else I put on my application as a reference. I guess its a sign of aging. "SIGH"


My cousin, Kathy and I are having lunch. We had started a few months back but all hell broke loose with me so we are trying to get back in swing with things. I still say God made us connect for a special reason. She has become not only a wonderful cousin but also a wonderful friend.

Thank you to my Blogger 8 followers and all you lurkers out there. I follow more than being followed here but it's all good. Thanks to all my Word press, FB and LJ friends as well as those who get emails who will comment and read or just read. I see bloggers striving for more readers or giving out 'awards". Although I would like more followers  I won't fret over it. I guess I am not a faithful blogger as some are or  my blogging is not as interesting but what the hell. I started this as sorta journal. I think it is so much fun watching the reactions to those who do get and give out awards. There are a lot of interesting blogs out there.



  1. :-)
    glad you are feeling better :-)
    and i am glad i am one of your followers!:-)

    God Bless

  2. Thanks so much Overthinking Mama. I am glad you're one of my followers and participate. It is appreciative and I love your blog as well. You are truly an inspiration. God Bless YOU and your family!


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