The other morning I woke up royally ticked. For no reason.
Yea, I know. It makes no sense.
I had such a vivid dream and was 10x ticked off in it. So imagine.
In my dream MyHubby told me he was going to Las Vegas. And he was leaving the next day.
I asked if he was taking me with him. He responded no, that he was going alone.
I was thinking but that place is "OUR" special place since we got married there. I couldn't believe he did not want me to go with him.
My heart was broken. I asked him what he was going do and he said I didn't have to know.
And then I got ticked off. I started asking him if he was having an affair or was leaving me.
He got all huffy and told me, no he was just going on a trip alone. He wouldn't give me any details like where he was staying, when he was coming back, etc.
It made no sense.
And if you follow my blog and have read about some of my dreams, you know my dreams can get jumbled with 2-3 things going on at the same time.
But I'll just finish this segment first.
Somehow my mom and sister is at my home. I was upset and told them what Hubby was doing. He had his clothes hanging on a doorknob that he was going to bring. The clothes was really not Hubby's style. My mom and sister was going through them saying, "He was out of his mind."
That's all I remember because I woke up, as I said royally ticked.
Another segment of my dream is there were a gang of Hispanic boys hanging around our house. I went out to talk to them and I became interested in one. He was such a sweetheart and I wanted to adopt him. This segment was sketchy. We were just talking and he had the same personality as BabyGirl. That segment ended abruptly.
My Analysis: I have no clue about the Hispanic boy. I do not want any more kids. lol.
As far as Hubby going to Vegas without me, the previous evening he reminded me our anniversary was next month. I probably would have remembered it as it got closer but it has not been on my mind. Wow! We'll be married 2 years and on our 6th year of knowing each other.
I have never became angry with him as I do in my dreams. He says it is a deep seeded anger, jokingly. But I can honestly say I don't. We are fine. We have normal disagreements but we don't get angry like that. We talk about it, get over with and move on. I know he wouldn't just tell me suddenly he was going somewheres without my input, especially a trip. I know he would never do something like that.
When I woke up, I told him he needs to stop doing that in my dreams. He looks at me like he is at a loss and have no idea what to do with me.
But that's okay. I know he still loves me, even with my craziness!!
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Monday, June 24, 2013
Dream: Hubby Disappears at Posh Wedding
I've had some weird dreams and I often try to interpret them but sometimes there is so much in my dream and the scenes are changed frequently.
Last night I had a dream that Hubby and I were at a very elegant wedding. It was seemingly a very posh venue and hotel. The bride and groom were all cool, calm and collected. The bride was walking around in her gown and veil nonchalantly picking up and reading magazines and chatting with people. The groom was just relaxed mingling.
The venue consisted of several stories with stairs with no rails. I was in a ballroom dress (which is really a dream for hubby) and Hubby was in a nice 3 piece suit. My whole family was there. Aunts, uncles, mom, dad, sister and her family.
Hubby and I were walking up stairs to get food, Maybe the reception was before the wedding?
Hubby said he had to go to the restroom before we went eat and left me standing there. So I waited. And waited. And waited.
I walked to the men's restroom and asked a gentleman to see if Hubby was in there. He wasn't. So I started searching for him. As I was on my search, I found a room with seemingly hundreds of tables a of food. The food was unknown and I thought it was weird. People were at tables eating and talking. I found some of my family so I sat and ate still wondering where Hubby was.
Everyone was asking where he was. I was getting peeved. I started searching again after I ate.
I encountered an area where the groom announced he wanted to give his bride a gift. He looked below a balcony where the pool was. The pool was so blue and beautiful. The Groom nodded and a bunch of young men started covering the pool with a cement, something like when they cover the baseball fields when it rains. Everyone applauded. I was so confused.
Everyone returned to mingle and my search continued for Hubby. But I looked down where the pool once was and there was a gang of boys beating up one boy. They had several on each side and kept pushing the boy back and forth between the groups. I kept telling everyone we needed to stop them. But no one did and the scene changed.
Do realize I was walking around most of the dream.
I then had to go to the restroom and my feet were tired from walking so much. When I go to the restroom, a janitor lady gave me a slip of paper to put on the door while I was using it.
Scene changed.
Obviously the wedding was over as people were walking to the exits. I had evidently went attend the wedding without Hubby. As I reached the bottom there I spot Hubby with his hands in his pockets strolling towards me. I stopped, folded my arms across my chest and glared at him.
He reached me and asked, "What?"
My temper blew. I said, "What? Where the hell were you?"
With a confused look CALM voice he answered, "I was karaoking."
I was livid.
I yelled, "Karaoke? Are you f'ing serious? What is the matter with you? You missed the reception! you missed the wedding! You left me on the top of the stairs. You ruined our night!
He responds, " I wasn't gone that long!"
I screamed "Not gone that long? You were gone all freaking night!
I woke up.
First of all Hubby doesn't karaoke.
Second, He wouldn't just leave me like that.
Third, I wouldn't be in a ballroom gown.
It was weird and when I wake up from dreams like that I am drained. And wake up ticked off. I tell Hubby the dream and it is all better.
But Gawd! I hate those dreams!
Last night I had a dream that Hubby and I were at a very elegant wedding. It was seemingly a very posh venue and hotel. The bride and groom were all cool, calm and collected. The bride was walking around in her gown and veil nonchalantly picking up and reading magazines and chatting with people. The groom was just relaxed mingling.
The venue consisted of several stories with stairs with no rails. I was in a ballroom dress (which is really a dream for hubby) and Hubby was in a nice 3 piece suit. My whole family was there. Aunts, uncles, mom, dad, sister and her family.
Hubby and I were walking up stairs to get food, Maybe the reception was before the wedding?
Hubby said he had to go to the restroom before we went eat and left me standing there. So I waited. And waited. And waited.
I walked to the men's restroom and asked a gentleman to see if Hubby was in there. He wasn't. So I started searching for him. As I was on my search, I found a room with seemingly hundreds of tables a of food. The food was unknown and I thought it was weird. People were at tables eating and talking. I found some of my family so I sat and ate still wondering where Hubby was.
Everyone was asking where he was. I was getting peeved. I started searching again after I ate.
I encountered an area where the groom announced he wanted to give his bride a gift. He looked below a balcony where the pool was. The pool was so blue and beautiful. The Groom nodded and a bunch of young men started covering the pool with a cement, something like when they cover the baseball fields when it rains. Everyone applauded. I was so confused.
Everyone returned to mingle and my search continued for Hubby. But I looked down where the pool once was and there was a gang of boys beating up one boy. They had several on each side and kept pushing the boy back and forth between the groups. I kept telling everyone we needed to stop them. But no one did and the scene changed.
Do realize I was walking around most of the dream.
I then had to go to the restroom and my feet were tired from walking so much. When I go to the restroom, a janitor lady gave me a slip of paper to put on the door while I was using it.
Scene changed.
Obviously the wedding was over as people were walking to the exits. I had evidently went attend the wedding without Hubby. As I reached the bottom there I spot Hubby with his hands in his pockets strolling towards me. I stopped, folded my arms across my chest and glared at him.
He reached me and asked, "What?"
My temper blew. I said, "What? Where the hell were you?"
With a confused look CALM voice he answered, "I was karaoking."
I was livid.
I yelled, "Karaoke? Are you f'ing serious? What is the matter with you? You missed the reception! you missed the wedding! You left me on the top of the stairs. You ruined our night!
He responds, " I wasn't gone that long!"
I screamed "Not gone that long? You were gone all freaking night!
I woke up.
First of all Hubby doesn't karaoke.
Second, He wouldn't just leave me like that.
Third, I wouldn't be in a ballroom gown.
It was weird and when I wake up from dreams like that I am drained. And wake up ticked off. I tell Hubby the dream and it is all better.
But Gawd! I hate those dreams!
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