As you can tell by the rarity of my posts I struggle to post regularly. I get discouraged. I've been thinking my blog is uninteresting. As I read previous posts, I am either angry, frustrating, bitching or something. Yes, there are a few good posts.
I've been rethinking this blog. I've considered, wiping this one out and start a new one or just quit altogether.
When I started it, I thought I'd could impact some one's life. I wanted to show regardless that I have Cerebral Palsy I still have the same life experiences as others. I wanted to show that I am just like them. I wanted to share my life.
I think I shared somewhat well but with such negativity. I've pondered this the past few months. What keeps hitting me is that what I have written IS my life. I absolutely need to change this around if I continue blogging. I even get depressed reading my blog. But then again, those are my experiences.
Some of you are my faithful followers and I appreciate every one of you. Thank you.
I've been contemplating how to do this. I've been reading other blogs more and searching for clues how to do the changes.
Do I just continue with this blog and change direction? Or do I scrap it and start another?
If I start another, how do I keep the followers I have. How do I move?
Many times I just don't know what to write. I've started some prompt ideas but it doesn't keep my attention, get frustrated and just put it aside. My 89 drafts proves it.
I've been checking out my favorite blogger friends blogs and the way they have theirs. Many have different platforms like WordPress (It confuses me for whatever reason). Some pay for their site and have web developers. I certainly cannot afford it.
I see people making money off their blog by ads, etc. More $ would be great but I don't find that I am that good.
Maybe if I can make a fresh start maybe my blogging will turn around.
Ironically, I write in a journal every day. But what I write in a journal I don't want the whole world to see.
If anyone has any suggestions, can offer any help or advice my ears are waiting.